Why am I so horrrible? I’m not trusted, I’m not wanted, one person wants me, but I don’t see why, she always says she feels like I don’t care. Asks why I can’t be like other boyfriends. That I make her feel like she’s bothering me. Idk what to do cause I try to fix it and she won’t take it because “I’m just doing it because she made me feel bad” and that’s not why. I wanna do it cause I don’t want her to feel this way. I’m just horrible…I don’t possibly see why she “loves” me if all I do is make her feel bad.
My girlfriend is perfect, from her feet to her hair. I honestly love everything about her. And theres nothing I wouldnt change. I met her 4 years ago and Ive always loved her even though we were just friends up until 13 months ago. And honestly they have been the best 13 and a half months of my life. I can not wait until August 1st when I see her again. :)
I miss her and I love her with all my heart.
I love you, Bee :)